tforbanan

I haven't posted here in a while. A lot of things happened many months ago, like someone I cared about suddenly passed away for unknown reasons. This started a chain reaction of events, I broke up with good woman - a descision that I later came to regret. I said goodbye to some friends where boundaries had irreversibly been crossed, still miss you but I think it's better this way. I hid in solitude and waited for the toxicity to spiral out, housecleaning, workout, work, gardening and more work on myself, letting go. It was a horrible night. And you already know what they say about the morning sun. I'm ok 😊🙂

I kinda figured it out, the more time you spend productive and not thinking about whatever it was. The less hold it gains over your present and future.

I am very upset right now. I responded to a late night call last weekend. Showered, shaved and went out into the freezer. Everything was fine and dandy, we had fun, but ever since Monday I've been receiving a barrage of messages about STD issues that makes me want to jot down the last lines of my will. I made a few calls and scheduled for testing. I wish to make a statement, this is not ok behaviour. And is highly unattractive. If you ever suspect or have issues im the nether regions, go get tested first. Period. I'm out!

Gm nostr, what a beatiful day~