I haven't posted here in a while.
A lot of things happened many months ago, like someone I cared about suddenly passed away for unknown reasons.
This started a chain reaction of events, I broke up with good woman - a descision that I later came to regret.
I said goodbye to some friends where boundaries had irreversibly been crossed, still miss you but I think it's better this way.
I hid in solitude and waited for the toxicity to spiral out, housecleaning, workout, work, gardening and more work on myself, letting go.
It was a horrible night.
And you already know what they say about the morning sun.
I'm ok 😊🙂
I kinda figured it out, the more time you spend productive and not thinking about whatever it was.
The less hold it gains over your present and future.
I am very upset right now. I responded to a late night call last weekend.
Showered, shaved and went out into the freezer.
Everything was fine and dandy, we had fun, but ever since Monday I've been receiving a barrage of messages about STD issues that makes me want to jot down the last lines of my will.
I made a few calls and scheduled for testing.
I wish to make a statement, this is not ok behaviour.
And is highly unattractive.
If you ever suspect or have issues im the nether regions, go get tested first. Period.
I'm out!
Gm nostr, what a beatiful day~
Gm nostr, found this post stuck in outbox, but the context is sadly lost to me as well:
The suspicion that you're the elephant and nobody's willing to tell ya.
Hit the gym, pondering my dope-low and the meaning of life.
Anyone else feeling like finding the right one, settling down and produce offspring to hopefully keep ya occupied?
OK boys and girls, I'm gonna continue to share some cringy 💩, don't ask how I know, just accept it as gospel.
Slowly
Do do doodie dum dum, dodie do do, crash!
Jidderstop i min kropp
What do you do when your achievements have piled up, your motivations grow pale and you're tired of everything but don't have the funds to escape?
