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Having my first kid was the moment I began to believe in god again. It was just so visceral. The feeling that every trauma, misstep, hardship was necessary to bring that specific life into existence. It put all my suffering into perspective and made me realize that life is so much larger than me and some force (God) had been shaping my life all along. View quoted note →

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it’s a very hard path to go trough. i started believing in god again after my mom passed away from cancer. she was a devout Christian and gave me the best values she could have. peace and trust from god are among the greatest gifts in life.
Sufficient for what? Explaining why we are here and what is our purpose? No, it’s not enough. God will always be there if they seek him. Pointing out we live in a fallen world is not a “gotcha” for the existence of God. Neither is the existence of evil, if anything evil is proof God exists. Because they understand that we have to accept one of 2 things. Either there is an eternal something (universe) or an eternal someone (God). Once you come to the conclusion that the evidence points to a creator then the natural next step is to figure out who is this creator. No offense, but agnosticism requires a form of intellectual laziness or lack of curiosity imo. I was agnostic for many years after growing up Catholic for what is worth. Intelligent people want answers. Answers can be found.
Amen, gents. My dad always told me you’d never truly understand what it’s like to have a child until you have your own. He was right of course, but the truth didn’t hit until I became a father myself. God bless those who are fruitful and multiply🧡
You explain things so eloquently @HODL. Had exactly the same experience. Finally understood what life was all about... Not long after Michael Saylor popped up in my YouTube feed, funny how that works. The lord knew I was ready. In a good place, so grateful 🧡
Building on this beautiful observation, one of the lies of our modern technological age is that the great telos of our lives is individual self-actualization. This drives us to long to escape any constraints which would keep us from experiencing our desires coming to pass or challenge our autonomy (self-rule). Threats to this autonomous world order are treated as hostile, even though all of us would acknowledge if asked that we are ignorant of many subjects and frequently want things that we later come to discover would have been disastrous for us and/or those closest to us. Despite how reflexively right these desires seem, they completely conflict with every significant aspect of our existence: we didn’t choose to be born, to whom to be born, or when to be born. We don’t volitionally keep our hearts beating, our brains working, our kidneys working, our lungs pumping, gall bladder gall bladdering, or maintain any of a host of other bodily functions. We are born helpless. Unlike most mammals who are able to move around and live somewhat independently shortly after birth, we are completely reliant on the kindness of parents or others for everything for years. All of this is meant to communicate to us that life and existence are not open-ended investments in our own vanity startups. They are an inheritance designed to be received and stewarded for the glory and purposes of the Giver of every good and perfect gift, including the gifts of working organs, bodies, minds, and lives. Stewardship and ownership are very different, and ought to produce different attitudes. But this isn’t designed to be the relationship between a slave and a cruel master. How do we know? What kind of master is this God? He’s a father so kind that his only begotten son was willing to leave His side to justify His Father’s name and reputation by dying for his enemies and raising from the dead, adopting them into His family as fellow heirs, sharing His life so that they might see and know His goodness in the same way that he, the only righteous Son, knows him. “Or do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, [20] for you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your body.” - 1 Corinthians 6:19-20 View quoted note →
I went through a multi-year process of getting re-parented by God, through fathering and mothering, which largely gave me what I didn't get growing up, and thank God for it. So now, I get to father my son the way God the Father has fathered me, and it's may be the third best thing that's ever happened to me. 1. Accepting Jesus into my heart at age 5 2. Marrying my wife, age 41 3. Having my son, age 45 4. Moving to Asia for a while, age 30 5. Becoming a teacher and/or author, age 30 - present View quoted note →