Sounds like out government doesn't want us to criticise the bullshit or anything that make them dishonoured. We didn't live at North Korea, and we didn't want to be like them. Indonesia is country that rely on democracy, not authoritarian country, so we don't want to be like them. Also, healthy criticism sounds like hard to understand for most of Indonesian, since some people here doesn't understand how parliamentary government works and even doesn't care about the government. So, cursing the government is what they can do. Well, you can make a critic here on Nostr network, where it's decentralised and untraceable. But, rather than swearing the government, you can learn how to make healthy criticism before criticising the government. It's not only for Indonesian, but for everyone around the world.
Time to create new model of me, since all of my older model are on my HDD backup. I forced my laptop to install Steam and use my SSD as boxes for my games at Steam.
Did you know why I want to make podcast program? I am inspired much by these internet radio (UT Radio) and I want to make it my own podcast program which focusing on education and informative. I hope I could being a guest at UT Radio in future. Ameen
https://image.nostr.build/303ffbe50237a863b2a51397a15c8037eec6720a207138ad448e58cf150bb4f1.jpgo Sounds like I'm busy at these fifth semester. Also, I need a used computer to fullfill these task, since my laptop couldn't handle at all. Also, I forced to learn goddamn Java language for making a program. Holy shit.
Why I am using a niche and unpopular social network to be active? Well, as mentally disabled people (or people with neurodivergent), I'm feeling not safe when I'm going to be popular and afraid if sometimes I'm getting bullied or getting discrimination due to my condition. Even some people did think that I'm not normal. Well, during my school time, I was already know that I need a special treatment that allows me to survive in this challenging social environment. But as you know, since I have been bullied thousand times, I have no more space at that time. Until I'm entering university, finally I found the suitable social network for me to build an social relationships without getting bullied or it won't make me down. Bluesky, Fediverse with ActivityPub, and Nostr. They're niche and not much people knows it. But I guess I found the right place for me. Also, since I'm rarely using Meta's social network, I guess I didn't agree anymore with them and reduce the usage (or even stop using it if possible). It looks like a new heaven for me.
People on UT FESS on Elon's Twitter is really sensitive to critique which might be judging them but actually just asking them why they don't serious and use the discipline etiquette for learning. Well, as students at UT which I am trying to discipline and refine the etiquette that might be conflicting with my inner world, I have no choice to do it rather than complaining and not accepting criticism. Remember, you are entering college to fulfill your planned dreams, so enjoy your college years to learn. If you need help, then use some SaaS that could help you like DeepL, Claude, MS Copilot from campus, and remember to revise before submitting. From that tool, you can learn and get what you did. Also, don't afraid of falling in exam.
In these earlier of 2026, I'm going to continue my career as VTuber and VCaster, right after my control at Welas Asih Hospital and I'm preparing the studio environment for me in my laptop to get working on it. And, I'm going to use Windows XP inside VMware for the podcast environment. While for VOD, might be I'm reinstalling some apps on my Archie Linux and while my resources on HDD is not accessible due to broken interface, so I'm going to refresh some design on my channel both on YouTube and MakerTube (Peertube).
Goodbye 2025, Welcome 2026!
Good morning from Jakarta time and hello 2026! Today it's first day of 2026 and I hope everything goes well and let your past time a history and let's create the new life notes in 2026 and start your day with optimise.