How long that I didn't write anything here? Sounds like few days I didn't write.
James Ed Randson
James Ed Randson
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Just sit here on Nostr. Creating the explicit personal notes that I didn't share anywhere outside Nostr and possibly article in future. This is my inner world!
Why there's so much campaign which wants you to leave X? Because they want you to leave X for your own good. If you are understand about black algorithm and you're looking for freedom, these campaigns wants you to move into Bluesky with open algorithm or Fediverse like Mastodon, Misskey, Akkoma, etc which algorithm doesn't exist. I don't care wherever you from, but I care about when you want to move away and give a middle finger to #ElonMusk and his own X.
They block your access on X? Doesn't matter. NEVER THINKING ABOUT ENGAGEMENT, BUT THINKING OF GOOD SOCIETY ON THE INTERNET. THE SOCIETY WHERE YOU MAKE A SOCIAL INTERACTION EACH OTHER AND MUCH CARE ABOUT YOU!
Sounds like I have a compilation of disease which makes me goin' to hospital and I'm really tired.
Today I was going to hospital for goin' to neurology polies, and when I tell the doctor that I need action for saving my brain, she's immediately bring me to MRI. But it could be available on next month once I got a new compliance. Older compliance cannot be used.
From now, JKN mobile which companion app for BPJS-KS members cannot make a queues for going to first medical facility. Still happening on backend issues that never gonna fix and only focusing for hospital services. This is fucking annoying. Another backend issues that never fixed before.
My home internet is fucking slow. 10 Mbps for a whole family? Look alike I am going back to dial-up internet era which I have to paid 150k rupiah per month for dial-up internet quality? Fuck.


If I am living without dependencies from my family, might be I am in poverty condition and become homeless. To be honest, I am in poverty condition where I am rarely touching big money and even I am surviving by collecting some points at Microsoft Rewards for food and home needs, and even I am looking free meal with somehow I could do.
Looking job as employee? I can't do that since I am disabled mentally and I didn't interested to working at companies. Also, I am socially disconnected with nearest society. People call my real name and I didn't respond.
Well, as BPJS-KS user with third class which funded by local government, I am feeling happy for going to medical facility without spending any money for one-time services. And also, it helps me as disabled people. Tomorrow, I'm going to neurology polies and diagnose my brain. I hope it's helping myself to recover. Well done, Welas Asih hospital.
Yesterday I was at hospital and I got earlier services when goin' to psychiatric. I just spent a time from 6 AM to 11 AM. What a quick services.