Today I feel so weak. I’m emotionally exhausted and I need all your support, love, and hugs. Yes… in moments like this I need real physical touch. Just to hold someone warm and hide my face in their chest staying like that one hour. We can never really be ready for death, can we? Today I found out that my cat got bad test results. He’s 19, and he lives a life more interesting than many people. He has been to places and countries so exotic that not everyone ever reaches them. …Hope he will give me more time to spend with him. I wanted to tell you a funny story, so you could feel my drive to live, but I guess this moment shows the value of life even more — even if it comes through sadness. I found an old photo of us :) My flamingo socks and cat Mikhail when he is younger and healthier. So cute 🥰 #support #feelings #hope #healing #life #pets #cat #presence #nostr #story #softness #hug #emotion #cat #sphinx

Have you ever been in danger? Like real danger — not “I burned my coffee” danger. Well, let me share one of my favorite “oh great, I might die today” moments from my life in Mexico. So there I was, living and working, minding my own business… And suddenly a cartel decided I looked like the perfect person to attack. Wonderful, right? They basically wanted to kill me. Small detail. So I had to jump out of a moving car — yes, like in the movies, except without stuntmen or dramatic music. I hit the gravel, rolled like a potato, stood up covered in dust and blood, and ran for my life. Ten out of ten stars, would not recommend. I ran into the first shop I saw to buy a water. A Mexican man looked at me like I am all beaded and asked “Estás bien, guey, o qué chingados pasó?” - like “wtf happened?” And of course I said, “I am totally fine, just a normal day, thank you.” Meanwhile, PTSD was already installing itself in my brain like some unwanted software update. Fast-forward three years. I was finishing my psych degree, writing a thesis on PTSD, feeling very professional… And while checking the symptoms, I suddenly realize: “Oh great. Every. Single. Box. Is. Me.” My brain basically kept a whole trauma file hidden like, “Don’t worry, sweetie, you don’t need to see this.” So yes — that little fun moment in Mexico left a mark. Surprise! But I still believe in humanity, in survival, and in telling stories that help us heal. If you want more stories — and maybe an actual recovery plan — just let me know. #nostr #nostra #seer #signs #vibe #truth #mind #soul #fire #flow #path #call #wake #now #shift #sync #wave #code #real #travel #healing #nadiafeels