Have you ever been in danger?
Like real danger — not “I burned my coffee” danger.
Well, let me share one of my favorite “oh great, I might die today” moments from my life in Mexico.
So there I was, living and working, minding my own business… And suddenly a cartel decided I looked like the perfect person to attack.
Wonderful, right? They basically wanted to kill me. Small detail. So I had to jump out of a moving car — yes, like in the movies, except without stuntmen or dramatic music. I hit the gravel, rolled like a potato, stood up covered in dust and blood, and ran for my life. Ten out of ten stars, would not recommend. I ran into the first shop I saw to buy a water. A Mexican man looked at me like I am all beaded and asked “Estás bien, guey, o qué chingados pasó?” - like “wtf happened?” And of course I said, “I am totally fine, just a normal day, thank you.” Meanwhile, PTSD was already installing itself in my brain like some unwanted software update.
Fast-forward three years.
I was finishing my psych degree, writing a thesis on PTSD, feeling very professional… And while checking the symptoms, I suddenly realize: “Oh great. Every. Single. Box. Is. Me.” My brain basically kept a whole trauma file hidden like, “Don’t worry, sweetie, you don’t need to see this.” So yes — that little fun moment in Mexico left a mark. Surprise! But I still believe in humanity, in survival, and in telling stories that help us heal.
If you want more stories — and maybe an actual recovery plan — just let me know.
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