Thread

🔮⬇️ tarot: easy to feel like panicking right now. desperate to grab on desperate to hold on desperate to make them see etc. easy to get sucked back into a toxic cycle again, of being looped into mixed signals and hate teams and awarding lies and deceit with attention. the "connect to cut" and killers mindset is rampant because the con of the data economy is starting to dawn on so many.... caste systems which are based on importance and perceived power because of whatever ranking you have decided to use for your own sense of identity .... are becoming more and more toxic. eventually the decisions to extract yourself will be necessary. that or you will double down and stay to play until someone is hurt or made to "leave". this illusion of making others "leave" or forcing someone to do it your way.... even if that way is proven unhealthy.... is the norm now. many have decided this is a way of life and that misery and fear are part of the process. that is untrue and when i am placed in a position to choose to be looped into that or walk away - many are surprised. the collective judgement about that is based on the perceived norm "everything is broken" when really maybe nothing is broken but your curiosity to explore something which you had not thought of as a solution. regardless - after all of these years being used as a punching bag by masculines and after all of these years being married to and overshadowed by men who like to abuse their position. i have always remained a feminine. a large footprint but a small sense of that simple reality. you could confirm that if you like. says something about the scramble to impart the use of someone else onto the need for having them around rather than wanting some sort of real reciprocity with them. making the messy complex overlays of tags to try and fix your gender and image etc and outsourcing everything to stupid con artists gets you exactly what your get. good luck with all of that. i'll be over here if you need me in any real way. i am not here to manage your situationships ad infinitum while you do nothing to change the behavior causing the problems. that's not my job. and i recommend it is not yours either. enabling bad behavior is just as toxic as the bad behavior. ⴲ.