I’m a Jazz musician type.
I’m extremely good in a crisis or under intense pressure and I always show up unprepared.
In fact the more unprepared the better.
when I was in University taking a psychology course in PE, the teacher presented us two types:
success seeking (working hard, waiting for success longer, doing the realistic thing)
and
failure preventing (afraid of failing, always chooses either very simple tasks, or very big almost unrealistic goals)
i thought at first:‘of course, I am totally the success type, therefor I MUST be the successfull seeking type‘
then I took a second to think about it. I realized that I am more of a failure preventing type. always show up unprepared, always unrealistic goals and somehow winging it.
bitcoin made me more the ‚successful seeking‘ type. waiting for gratification. working, stacking sats.
But also going ALL THE FUCK IN NO REGRETS IF WE DIE THEN WE DIE NOT LOOKING BACK. GO EARLY and GO UGLY.
AMERICANHODL TYPE OF SHIT DUDE.
I DONT GIVE A FUCK SEND IT ALL TO ZERO I WILL BUY IT ALL FUCK YOU
SLOW IS SMOOTH. AND SMOOTH IS FAST.
*ping* *ping*
Ha, work forces me to be 1, and I think that my coworkers are both appreciative and exhausted by what I bring to the table.
At home it's pure 2, and I feel more than a little guilt over it when my wife wants to make plans with me 😂