Maybe I should express myself better, but honestly I don't care to sometimes.
Nostr has become one of those places where I just write things for myself. I love how I'm using nostr, and usually that's very little. I'm not drawn to leave or replace it with another mainstream social media, but I have enjoyed being on social media less.
I think a big part of why I'm using it less, is I've switched from Amethyst to Yakkihonne, and my following list doesn't work as well on this client.