aw, even bill's got the gates open to the public- {as if jake paul wasnt disrespectful enough}

crazy that there was a whole generation of my people who jumped off boats to LITERALLY kill themselves and others that killed themselves so they wouldn't be raped and were just given numbers for identity. those that smothered their children so they would never know pain. if your a bigot just say that instead of taking a note personally. i've said die to the people that made me not even want to exist my whole life, give it a try you might feel better poser. Get out of the computer business since you can only harass people.

everyones tired of reading sad shit, i say these thing not just for advice but maybe help others understand or relate: we all have to sell ourselves in some capacity but i cannot right now within the general public. i'm being treated like it's my fault for not being 'undepressed' to get in a car i don't own with a licence i don't have to a job that's going to scrutinize me as we've all been i don't know why i want these people (my "mother and her sister) to love me. i'm afraid my belongings are still a manipulation tactic as well as my animals. im wondering what i've done so badly not deserve a home.

blahhh. #artstr #drawstr #doodlestr

hi nostr

call it "palitosis" View quoted note →

gm nostr, thanks for my place to tirade. i called for help to get my legal documents from my parents but keep being told i don't sound sober by people who don't understand morning raspy voice sarcasm and act dumb on purpose to further their cause. while also being able to violate hippa with little to no reprecutions. i hope i'm able to share good news at some point but i don't know a life outside of being controlled and tranqed/cuffed if i'm "disobediant".

i hate intrusive thought but this is good. #musicstr View quoted note →

have to order a new switchblade >:( food for the day: cheesy chicken broccoli rice, carrot cake

can't wait to finally escape samsara, i'm exhausted