The illusion of how inconsequential feelings are about terrible things that happend in life by these ppl that talk about soulmates and connections etc is so absurd to experience that I dont experience life as a necessity.. .. Do you really think ridiculing a womans feelings to the point where once shes ‘charged’ bc shes only a phone everything’s normal again. Isnt that the epitome of sad?

The most arrogant and most stupid people I met later in life and by that I mean my 30s. I took a course where this woman who wasnt 40 yet taught on a topic that shes known since she was 9 yrs old and I only learned about it when i was in my late 20s. I started learning about child education when I was 15 yrs old Ive moved from the stages of wanting children and not wanting children from the age of 15 to 30 and decidef that I did want to experience this. Why did i meet the most stupid & arrogant people in my 30s bc the most natural part of life where you look for a partner that youd want to have children with isnt far fetched or something thats not the time yet. I think its plain stupid to deny this topic in a educational womens group of 30- 70 yr old women.. I dont see this in my future anymore only 5 yrs later, do you know how sick that makes you!!!

Theres a cheap water at the store now i think thats where things get cnfsd bc none of the cheap ppl care abt her whatever interest she has. And a grosser beer version than ncsry.

I wont tell you where she followed me to!!!

I still believe that you believe a pisces abt whats real & whats not real. I cannot believe that you take it as real what she tells you 20 yrs ago abt her importance in her relatives lifes. 🤡 I CANNOT BELIEVE IT I am so sorry. This shit cant for real.

I talked to this women a few weeks ago and asked her if her husband that she has now is the first man that she wanted to get married to.. she said of course not 2 before but didnt want to. Meaning her goal in life isnt being with a specific person but just living the narrative of wife & mother.. meaning shes getting her guidance from the richest god whos type she is physically.. Fear irrelevance has alot of women having children.

Most of the time when ppl are conciousness enough and are in relationship with partners that they want to stay with they choose not to have children to nurture each other.. Nurturing isnt the same as babying.. It think thats pretty self explanatory. Wanting your partner that you choose for the rest of your life to grow as a person and not as a baby factory or social security measure is a sign of consciousness not of fear of being irrelevant.

She got replaced by her daughter. Its one of the most known dysfunctional family situations stemming from the rivalry between females meaning most women arent ready to have children bc they havent been nurtured enough by their partners bc they see their daughters as a threat to their relationship.. its a very low vibe dysfunction which shouldn’t even live anymore but since the overpopulation didnt make enough space for emotional and psychological advancement of the human its not really something thats uncommon in often lower class but not exclusively to lower classes. The daughter either has to live up to the pressure of not being a boy and the fathers unfulfilled expectation’s of similar interest.. but also the emotional burden of the mothers fears of being replaced as the most important person for their partner.. Ive seen this happen so many times where fathrr and daughter Band together against the mother and her emotional needs arent being met in the dynamic of parenting and relationship patterns.. I wanted to break these cycles but they didnt let me and now I had to watch it happen with the same characters again who are already dead.

So a few days I went to cuddle a cow what happend was the cow started smelling me to see if im ok with her.. at the same time she already heard motorbikes coming down the road got scared but saw me as the imprint of fear and moved away from me as if she was scared of me even though she was ok with me.. meaning that turned me into being connected to a threat. This matrix is a complete trickster matrix where humans are being turned into threats so that this cancerians opinions on humans being disasters comes true… increasing the male birth rate.

I dont want to have to live in a world where gets to touch pregnant women. 🤮🤮🤮🤢🤢🤢 the shit that he tells these children while they’re unborn is so fkn sick.