#Journal of a relaxing Dutch Pixy 🧚🏼‍♀️ (Saturday, 16/11/2024). TL;DR usual start of the day. Enjoyed chatting with friends, gaming with friends and good walkies with Arwen. I woke 20 minutes before the alarm was set to go off. Did my usual things, and saw a super sweet friend had texted me again. So was very excited about that. 😊 I cared for Arwen, took my meds, and got ready to head to the gym. I enjoyed my protein shake while enjoying the messages even more. I used to chat during the night with this friend, but due to some reasons, they're not able to text during the night. So they often text me when I'm sleeping and then I'll read and reply when they are snoozing. 😊 It can be a bit chaotic, but it's a lot of fun too! I rode the seated bike till my leg gave out again. A massage in the chair and then I headed back to Arwen. Had brekky cleaned her ears, and then we got ready for SniffBook walkies. Arwen wanted a longer but, and the weather was good, so we did it. 😊 It was a nice walk for sure! When we got back, I headed to the pc, as I had some catching up to do. Back downstairs, I got very hungry, so I fixed my food. After that, Arwen wanted walkies again. But she wanted the small SniffBook walkies, and I had not imagined that! It was a nice surprise and we had a good walk again. When we got back, I started the laundry. While the machine was working, I swept the downstairs area. When I had hung the stuff to dry, I sat down for a bit and read some of the Menopausing book. Another walk with Arwen and then some more food. After that, it was time to game! I was joined by two sweet friends and we had a good time! 😁 Then it was time to start the bed tone routine. Walkies was very nice with the neighbor and her dog. When I got to bed, it didn't take too long to fall asleep. 🧚🏼‍♀️ 🍀 💜 🐾 #PixysJourney #WeirdFolks @weirdfolks group image
Hmmmm 😢 It seems that Toot.community isn't working for me at the moment... Maybe I missed an announcement of the instance going in maintenance? 🤔 I tried the other app and I tried the browser and it keeps saying there is an error/issue.... Anyone knows what's happening to Toot.community at the moment?
Please help us! I'm so sorry to have to ask for help. But I'm so worried about Arwen, and I'm so sad to see her struggle... I wish I didn't have to ask for help... But I've stepped over the big pile of shame and I started this GoFundMe. It's set up in Dutch, but it tells all that I've been sharing here. The nasty infection that's now in both her ears. That her piggy bank is empty, and my savings have been used for the house/move. I'm asking for help with the vet bills, for testing, consults and medications. Arwen is my best friend, she saved me from suicide, she's all I have... She's the sweetest soul you'll ever meet and she deserves the best! Which I now can't give her... 😢 Please help me when you can! I'm so sorry to ask this... But I want to provide the best for Arwen and I feel I'm letting her down. 😢 Boosts are very welcome. #DareToAsk #DogsOfMastodon #MutualAid https://www.gofundme.com/f/dierenarts-kosten-van-arwen?utm_source=copy_link&utm_medium=customer&utm_campaign=man_sharesheet_ft&attribution_id=sl:42b58821-a6f6-4e81-892e-995d71cb370b Edit: added image and a bit more text. image
:bear_love: Ello sweet and lovely Friendos 💜 :bear_flowers: first of all, I wanna say a big "Fankoos" to all of you! 🌸 My depression has been kicking my ass, and it's still kicking unfortunately, and I've been struggling. My toots have been darker, more sad, and I've been struggling with engaging with more toots. I tried to leave likes when I saw your toots. I tried to even boost a few, but I still struggle a bit with that. And sometimes I want to boost but then there's no Alt text... 😢 I'm not out of the woods yet. I did recognize the depression for what it is, so now I can start fighting again. But that takes spoons and mine have been rather low... So it will take time and I may have more sad moments to share before I can have more happier toots again (but I am trying). I'm trying to do more fun things again. Visit the woods with Arwen again, now I know she won't swim when I tell her not to do so. I'm trying to game more. I'm trying to keep up with some chores at home so it will become more neat and done so I can relax better... 😊 But I still struggle with dark thoughts. I struggle with my food. And weight, obviously... 😔 And that's hard. I don't wanna procrastinate, but depression is a star in making up excuses and taking away the motivation needed to actually do things. So fankoos 💜 so much for the support! For the likes, boosts, and comments. They really help! 🧚🏼‍♀️ 🍀 💜 🐾 #PixysJourney #Depression #MentalHealthMatters image