:dogeparrot: SniffBook walkies :annoyingdog: are a go!
It is dry, for now, with some high humidity and 14ยฐC.
I'm feeling a bit blรคh again ๐. I wish I could have done more cardio at the gym, but I just felt so out of it. ๐ Ugh... I know I have to kick depressions big butt! But it is making it quite difficult for me, taking away my spoons... And stealing my motivation. And causing me more discomfort... ๐ You'd think that after years dealing with depression, you'd get better at it. And partially, it's true, as I know what I need to do. But the dark monster is just so strong, holding me back in so many ways, so that I can't do what needs to be done. It feels like I keep making excuses, which makes me feel more bad, which then of course fuels the strength of the dark monster... ๐
But I am determined to win! It may take some time... I may get even worse before I can find the strengh to fight back. But realizing that I need to gather that strength is the first step! ๐ช๐ผ
Let's browse the phone some more for vids to share to PeerTube. There's loads of Arwen vids, but I wanna edit some from HD to 720, as the vids aren't that important to be HD and take up too much space on the server. I know I've edited the Herperduin vids to lower quality to share them here, but that's a wee bit too low for PeerTube. I would like to have a better version available for you to enjoy loads of Arwen's happiness. ๐พ ๐
Maybe I'll write some for my blog too... Let's see how I feel about it when I try it...
Sorry that I'm not doing too good. I wish I could share more happy toots. But it feels that every time I have a happy something, the depression does it's best to kick it down so I won't get to enjoy it too much...
Hope you're all having a good time! #TZAG ๐
*I'll be back!* :terminator:
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