i don't think i will be able to recover from this
ALLEGEDLY Sarah Stock ...
would not fuck her boyfriend for half a year telling him she was Catholic and a Virgin and was saving herself for Marriage with him ...
at the same time she was actually sleeping with another Married man ...
the reason i am taking this hard is because this is EXACTLY the kind of behavior Jay explained - that if a woman sees you as husband material she will not let you fuck her - but she will let others
in other words this basically confirms PUAs are right about women and marriage ... HORRIBLE
and i thought i had it bad in my dating life because my 1st GF said she wouldn't marry me ( but did deepthroat and anal and even wanted me to have a 3-some wit her BFF but i declined ).
what an idiot i was ! i was unbelievably lucky that despite trying my best to be husband material my GF ( or at least her parents ) saw me as a fuckboy ! the reason was i used steroids but didn't have a job. her parents applied pressure to her to date another guy instead of me because he had a job ( he said he was sysadmin ) ... it ended in tears for her because he was a total POS ... i haven't yet watched Anna Karenina then or i would have known this kind of shit has been happening since forever.
the funniest part is i was buying her more presents than the other guy - and her father complained to me directly that i was spoiling her with things like a new computer ( that i have built for her ) and so on. so it wasn't that her parents didn't think i was taking good care of her - they specifically had an issue with me being a hedonist who just used my parents' money to inject steroids, drink and do drugs and fuck their model looking 19 year old daughter and they thought their daughter should stick with the other guy because he was more plain looking ( not a mountain of muscle ) and what they believed was a decent hard working beta ... but little did they know ... he was a player.
i dodged a few other bullets with women as well, like my crush from Ukraine ( when i was 14 ) trying to marry me for citizenship a decade later or a single mother trying to marry me etc.
and i thought i had it bad because of a few unfortunate incidents like a girl fucking my friends in front of me in my own bed - big deal LOL. i was horrified at the time because i was so naive and couldn't believe it but in retrospect it was nothing.
i was just comparing what happened to me to what we see in fairy tales and hollywood love stories and it seemed like my love life was a nightmare.
but if i were to compare my love life to what other people's REAL lives are, then my life was a blessing in comparison !
@Prince Aleph
