weird i feel different.
like i was scrolling on nostr, seeing my posts pass by for a moment i thought it was from someone else, and not mine.
also have taste change in things.
sudden (like it flipped middle of the day) but i think i have been wanting it for a while. but it flipped suddenly. like you know you realize you know a new language suddenly. like everything clicks. 10mins ago you didn't know it. then it clicked, and everything changed.
something has changed.
a merge of what i should be vs what im.
internal fighting with myself just dropped. i don't have to fight myself anymore, because myself don't even want it.
