“And thou, Solomon my son, know thou the God of thy father, and serve him with a perfect heart and with a willing mind: for the LORD searcheth all hearts, and understandeth all the imaginations of the thoughts: if thou seek him, he will be found of thee; but if thou forsake him, he will cast thee off for ever.”
As a well-spent day brings happy sleep, so a life well spent brings happy death — Leonardo Da Vinci
I wish you have a self esteem so high to the point of humility