About alkohol and excuses: I've seen kids in the UK who said they ancestors came from Eastern Europe (Poland) therefore they drink alkohol bc it's in their "blood". Do you understand there are people in Poland (or Eastern Europe) who are literally children of alcoholics and they don't drink nothing at all for that very reason...? These excuses are weak and pathetic😁 It's your choice, always had been and you are stronger than you think.