At times, watching myself lose my spark has been one of the hardest things I’ve ever experienced. It feels like I’m gradually losing the part of me that made me feel alive, and I don’t know how to get it back. I miss the person I used to be. Now, I just feel empty; I'm a dull version of myself that I barely recognise. The worst part is knowing it’s happening and being too tired to stop it. It's like watching a light go out, and there's nothing you can do to bring it back.







