DAY 5 // Trying so hard to construct the aligned path and plan means two things 1) you need to justify who and what you are to others 2) you have no faith in God // This is something I’ve noticed in myself this year as I have mostly been traveling and working on little projects here and there. I’ve been living and learning about myself and it’s been extremely beneficial for my growth and development, but I can be met with judgment from others that ask me “when I’m gonna get a real job again”. I love who I’ve been this year, but sometimes the perception of how others view you and what they think of you can tempt you to cling back to the world/lifestyle you walked away from. Because I don’t have clear answers for them on what I’m doing or a way to label myself for them, but I have a deep knowing in myself that the path I’m walking is to be walked. And their understanding is not needed. We all crave to be seen and understood, but I crave to be true to myself more.

DAY 4 // Short little reminder There is good, and there is wholeness, always and everywhere. You are where you need to be always and all the time.

DAY 3 // Spent a lot of hours writing sappy love poems today. Actually very therapeutic and fun lol. // You always loved the mornings Because you preferred dreaming in the light Something about those daily beginnings Always dawned more visions for you than night You let the sunrise cover you With more warmth than our sheets And you preferred the misty air To kiss up on your cheeks The morning earth was your muse More than I ever was The tension between our bodies at night Showed you what settling really does I know why you loved the mornings It freed you from that place Your soul learned to dream with eyes open Rather than inches from my face I knew you were meant for more than me But neither of us would admit it For I was holding you back in life The world told me I was insufficient You tried to bring me with you But my heaviness was hard to lift You wanted me to see the world like you did But sweetheart your inner vision is a gift I’m sorry I could never be enough To keep up with the beauty in that brain Your love stayed for potential While mine simply had nothing more to gain I know why you loved the mornings But maybe now you can love the night You’ll have space to dream in the darkness With just the moon holding you tight I made you into a daydreamer Instead of letting you run free I’m learning to like the mornings, Even if my best ones are behind me.

DAY 2 // Deduction Phase (Part 2)

Challenging myself to get into creation mode over consumption mode over the next 30 days. I want to create something each day. I know I am a creative person, but I often think for too long about perfecting an idea/concept and never end up creating something with it. DAY 1 // Deduction Phase (Part 1)

The USDA just approved use of genetically engineered vaccines in Organic food/livestock🤡🤡🤡 Organic already had problems, but now more than ever it’s time to buy directly from trusted farmers.

Texas really got me on a wild game fixation. Currently hooked on ground venison and bison organ blends. -Smoked duck pizza w/ peaches -Smoked rabbit rigatoni -Pork Meatballs w/ ricotta gnocchi -Wild boar carnita taquitos Local, farm to table ingredients🫶🏻

Gm If you were about to take your last breath, how much slower and deeper would it be? How much more would you feel and sense in your body as you do so? How much more gratitude and awe would you have for this physical body? Carry that awareness and reverence with you more and more. It is a gift to be here. Slow down and celebrate it.