Every after needs a before, otherwise it won’t be after before, would it? If an after is before a before, then the before becomes the after and the after becomes the before. And that would be nonsense.

You are here because you desire something and until that is resolved, you will be here. You are here because you want to feel something and until you feel it, you will be here. You have made this choice.

There is a disconnect between what you are thinking and what you are feeling and what you are desiring. What you are thinking, or rather what you think you are thinking is really your silly conscious mind, your ego producing noise. That’s not the signal. The noise is not the signal, but there is a signal within the noise. What you feel… actually, how you feel and what you desire is your unconscious mind or your inner being expressing itself. That is the signal.