Chaos Is Beautiful β¨
Chaos has been much maligned and slandered. Even most anarchists refuse to associate themselves with chaos. It has been equated with murder and mayhem. Yet it should be obvious that this is the lying propaganda of the forces of #order. For the history fo the imposition of order is the history of increasing warfare, murder, rape, mayhem and oppression. Order, not chaos, destroys wantonly for it cares only to impose its form on all beings. Only those who dare to be avatars of chaos can stand against the murderous rule of order.
But if chaos is not murder and mayhem as we have been told, then just what is it? Is it #disorder? No, for disorder requires order and chaos is beyond all order. Disorder is order fucking up. The universe is naturally chaotic. When someone tries to impose order on some small part of it, the order will inevitably come into #conflict with the chaotic universe and will start to break down. It is this breaking down of imposed order that is disorder.
Undisturbed by order, #chaos creates #balance. It is not the artificial balance of scales and weights, but the lively, ever-changing balance of a #wild and beautiful dance. It is wonderful; it is magickal. It is beyond any definition, and every attempt to describe it can only be a metaphor that never comes near to its true beauty or erotic energy.
Our freedom depends on learning to be part of chaosβ erotic dance. To do this, we need to get in touch with our animal instincts, our deepest desires. We need to reject every form of #authority, external and internal, for all repress our instincts. We must not seek to be masters of our lives, but rather to truly LIVE, to end every separation within ourselves so that we ARE our lives.
By taking #freedom and pleasure for ourselves now, we become part of the beautiful dance of chaos. We become involved in the magickal adventure of creating paradise on earth now. The bloody history of order ceases to be the only reality we know and the beauty of chaos begins to show through. For chaos is beautiful, the ecstasy of androgynous Eros shining throughout the universe.
β From the pamphlet, βRants, Essays and Polemics of Feral Faunβ (Chaotic Endeavors, 1987)