#Journal of a busy Dutch Pixy :pixy_party: (Thursday, 21/08/2025).
Bas was rather restless during the night, so I didn't have the best night due to his feelings of anxiety in some way. I did manage a sleep score of 83, which was "good". According to my watch, I managed to sleep about 7:20, so it wasn't too bad, time wise. I was just feeling a tad tired due to Bas being restless at times. I got a rather good energy score though, as it went 5 points up to 91! Which was "excellent" according to the app. π So hopefully today would go well, and all that... As it would be a busy day today.
When I got up, I got to the scale. And then I prepared everything for brekky, got dressed and then I had brekky. After that, I took mum's things to Skoosh, as she was going back to Nijmegen with Bas. When mum was ready, we drove to Nijmegen. We unloaded the car and then we got ready to head to Germany for some more groceries.
It was the first time that I drove in my parents "new" car, so I had to get used to the controls. It wasn't that different from all the other Toyota's, but the display was different and all that, so I had to get used to using this one and finding out how to "hold" the gas so I would not speed, and all that. But wel made it to the stores all safe and sound. We filled up the tank, so we can drive to Greifenstein this Saturday. Mum and I had been to Appie after the hospital visit on Tuesday, so we only needed the German shops this time.
I helped mum clearing out the groceries. And then I walked a short round with Bas, before I went back to Herpen. It was a bit scary to drive alone for the first time, and I hoped that things would go well. But I managed and all went well.
I cleaned up my groceries. I started a load in the washing machine and I started the dishwasher as well. So most could be clean before I'd go on vacation this Saturday. I hung the laundry and then I got my headphones and headed out for a walk. Have to keep practicing, even though it feels strange to walk just to walk. I miss having a "purpose", like walking to a store, or walking with the dog... But I had my music, which I started listening to again after several weeks without it...
After the walk, I tried to write my journal toot, an email, and for my blog. I tried to distract myself from the loneliness that I was feeling now, without a dog or other human in the house. I felt like I kept hearing little paws (dogs paws mind you, not rats or something π ) walking through the room. It made me sad and I had a good sobfest. It's been almost 7 weeks and I still miss her every day. She was just such an important part of my life... π’
I fixed myself some food and after dinner, I got my headphones again and went for another short walk. I wrote a bit more, and played a bit with some photo editing, and then I was very tired. I took my meds and watched some TV. Dozed off for a while, then I woke up again and got ready to actually sleep.
I had a very restless night. I did sleep some, even on my left side, but I had the weirdest dreams and woke up a few times feeling sweaty and weird... So when I got up, I felt a tad tired still, but it would have to do to prepare myself for the upcoming vacation. I went to the scale, got dressed, and walked a short round... Ready to start the day...
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