asked the universe to give me the strength to get through my sadness and then twenty minutes later I start posting a ton of TikToksβ¦ mania strikes again π
when Iβm feeling depressed, I just remember that I am doing infinitely better than I was several years ago and even last year. I honestly have felt so much better since putting that into perspective. I donβt need to punish myself for my sadness and (big shocker here) that makes me feel a lot better than the self hatred.
the good thing about feeling melodramatic is that you actually get the urge to write again. wrote three poems this morning. Iβve been suppressing a lot of my sadness this past month and I feel glad I was able to break through that barrier today.
