GM #nostr
Still being punished from wanting to make my own choices for speaking up for myself & what I want to do and for talking to people that people feel like I shouldn't be talking to or have no business talking to.
I'm really getting tired of not being able to say anything positive.
I'm being driven crazy and unstable to the point of wanting to die so I can't be stuck into a facility while everyone takes how sad they are about me just never getting off it together.
saw my ex at the concert last night and I can't stop having violent flashbacks of the abuse and everyone just keeps telling me to go to the psych ward.
Grateful for the friends that bought my bus & concert tickets then got me food while I was dealing with trying to find shelter to go to the doctor and this concert.