I used to get hayfever really badly. But ever since Kensho I haven’t had it. Then in the last year my hips and right leg hurt like hell. Emotional work the other day caused it to feel like an electric shock passed down it. Super strange sensation. Now it’s better. The body is way more subtle and sensitive than our minds can possibly imagine. #awakening #spirituality

There is something perverse about being drawn into a disagreement. Like the universe is telling you to play the game again until you’ve learnt your lesson. I’m a really slow learner. The way out is seeing there is no way out. “here I am again! Hah! I must like it here. Why do I want this? Why do I want to feel this again?”

Shame has been the driving force in “my life”

You know that scene in the Matrix where the Buddha-looking kid says something to the effect of “don’t try to bend the spoon, instead realise there is no spoon” That was one of the most direct hints you could possibly ask for in modern culture, and yet you all use the matrix like it’s an allegory for your point of view. THERE IS NO SPOON Meditate on that.

Breast milk is delicious.