I don't want to linger too much on horrible events, but the Charlie Kirk assassination has rattled me in a very unexpected way. So much, that I'm still working through it. It's no secret that humans are capable of evil. We constantly see it online. We've become desensitized to it. This feels very different, and it's not even the horrible murder itself. Throughout history, non-violent people have been executed for less. Awful, but not unexpected. What's new is seeing friends, or maybe even family, embrace the evil. Be it with gloating, laughing, indifference, etc. We probably all know someone who has reacted in a very startling way to this murder. That's hitting hard these past few days. Politics are irrelevant here. You should be comfortable existing alongside peaceful people who think differently. What I don't want is to be around people who find pleasure or satisfaction in acts of pure evil. I'm questioning why I allowed these people to be a part of my life, or how I didn't notice signs earlier. What could I have done better to possibly prevent this? We're not used to this. I think we're still processing what this means going forward. Who we allow into our lives, and around our children. If the overwhelming majority of humans reacted to this tragedy with disgust and empathy, we wouldn't be here. Unfortunately the evil within some people is worse than realized. And that's terrifying.
The discussion around corporations buying Bitcoin is so dull and uninteresting. Easily the most boring and uninspiring topic within Bitcoin that I've ever seen.
Being a bitcoiner comes down to one thing: You don't like being told what to do.
Companies buying Bitcoin are gaming existing systems. Bitcoin is redefining the systems.
Oh look, another undeclared, unconstitutional act of war. The US Constitution is a worthless piece of paper.
Americans are sick of war. You're welcome to go overseas and fight Iran if you think they should be attacked. Just stop stealing our money to pay for it.
I would rather make less money every year if it means paying less in taxes. That's how much I despise the military industrial complex. I don't care if my actions have no impact on the state. I'm not contributing towards this shit.
The US has been intervening in the Middle East for decades, causing countless deaths and destruction. There is no righteous reason for the US to attack Iran. Fuck the state and fuck the dollar. Put your wealth into Bitcoin before it's too late.
Really excited to attend b++ in Austin next week. I'm especially pumped for my first time volunteering at a Bitcoin conference. It's so much fun when you have things to do, plus you have an opportunity to meet a lot of great people. I'll be bringing the baklava, of course. πŸ˜„
πŸ”₯PROOF OF WORKπŸ”₯ June 25, 2024: 204.6 lbs, 25-28% BF April 26, 2025: 161.2 lbs, 12.3% BF (April 3 DEXA scan) 800+ daily calorie deficit 4x workouts per week 6.1 million steps, 20k daily average No gimmicks. No skipped gym days. This is how I did it:πŸ‘‡ image I started cutting June 25, 2024 with CoachFHM (Twitter handle) as my trainer, thanks to a referral from @Steven Lubka . The goal was to build muscle, but the fat had to go first. Francis' plan was an aggressive 800+ daily calorie deficit for 6 months. I wanted to stick with the carnivore diet, and he wanted me to eat some yogurt and fruit pre-workout. I compromised and agreed to this macro plan: 2005 calories 60g carbs 205g protein 105g fat A few months in, I ran into issues trying to stay carnivore while cutting. I went into greater detail here: TL;DR - my body needed carbs. It was time for a change. New daily macros: 1885 calories 185g protein 185g carbs 45g fat Foods I introduced - sweet potatoes, rice (white & black), lots of fruits and vegetables, bread, and more dairy options. Things were going well, but it was clear this was going to take longer than six months. I'd have run away if Francis told me 10 months, but I wanted to keep pushing after seeing so much progress. I took Christmas week off, eating maintenance calories with a light workout schedule. It was a much needed break, but weight loss slowed down from there. January was rough. I live in the northeast US. Cold, no sun, and eating less. Oh, and I was caffeine-free (still am), which makes cutting extra hard mode. A perfect storm for losing my mind. By the end of the month I was cracking, and Francis recognized what was going on. He said it was time for a break - eat maintenance level calories for all of February. I literally wept with joy that first day. I can't believe the toll this cut was taking on me, and how incredible it felt eating a normal amount of calories. That month changed me as a human being. I began to recognize I could do normal things, like go to a restaurant and even have a little taste of dessert. Enjoy life without overindulging. Up until that point I had never experienced this. I never felt in control of my eating. I had to restrict myself from certain foods because I couldn't moderate them. That's why the carnivore diet was so good for me. Not anymore. I used this energy for one last push. The goal was always to get in that 10-12% body fat range. My weight dropped down into the high 160s, so I knew I was close. I scheduled a DEXA scan for early April. Results? Total body fat: 12.3% I could keep pushing. Try to work towards more ab definition as I worked closer to 10% BF. That sounds great, but I was mentally done. I was getting close to cracking again, spending the past few months waking up at 4AM every day. We agreed to end the cut on April 26 no matter what, so I hung in there. Now here I am, having just crawled across the finish line. Could I have done better? Of course. I still see body fat around my midsection that would have been nice to lose. I will always be one of those people who needs to be reminded by others of my accomplishments. I focus on what still needs done vs what I worked so hard to do. So today I take a step back, and recognize that I've accomplished something that I never in my life thought possible. I spent the past 10 months undoing decades of bad eating decisions. It's ok to feel great about that. I did it!πŸ”₯ So I'm going to celebrate this W. Spend a few weeks going to the gym, eating maintenance level calories. Recovering from this incredible and awful experience. Then it's on to phase 2: We build. πŸ‹οΈβ€β™‚οΈ