Many of you asked me why I am leaving Nostr. So I feel you deserve an answer. While I could pull a Corndalorian for shits and giggles by saying that as a nostr only content creator I was not zapped enough for my work. Maybe perhaps it is, because I am sick of the online stalkers that are harassing me? Could it be, because my Nostr apps are completely and utterly broken? However, none of these reasons would be entirely true.
Instead imagine that you are driving a car which is 10,000 miles over due for an oil change. You have been riding around with 4 bald tires. The windshield is cracked to the point where you can't really see the road clearly in front of you. There is a pissed off white tiger passed out in the back seat that is tranquilized while you are on the way to the zoo. After realizing tigers don't make great house pets. There is only 5 miles left in the gas tank and it is 5 miles to the gas station. There is no margin for error. If you don't make it and do some proper maintenance right the fuck now. Your car will soon break down in the middle of bumsfucknowhere. Then that white tiger is going to wake up and eat you alive, because it is always angry, hungry. and wild. That is essentially the spirit of my life situation right now.
My physical health needs a complete overhaul. I need to get back into shape by working out daily again. My mind is in a constant state of chaos, anger, frustration, and depression. My soul is utterly lost. I have no idea what direction my life should be heading right now. I have no job and no sources of income other than zaps. If I do not stop everything that I am doing. Eliminate all external factors that are distracting me temporarily. Then I am never going to get any better. Things will only continue to get worse until I reach a point of no return. Me quitting Nostr for now is a requirement for self healing. I need to get my shit together and finally achieve long lasting stability in my life.
Sincerely sorry that this means the end to some of the relationships that I have started and forged over my time here. However, know that when I do come back. Whoever that new reincarnation will be. You will not have been forgotten. When I am ready to come back I will sign back into this account. I will personally reach out to those people whom have reached out to me today. As well as to a select few who truly mean something to me who did not see the original post. Then I will let you know how to get in contact with me on whatever new Nostr account I will eventually reincarnate to by having a private conversation.
Why am I not coming back to this account when I am all better again? I would rather come back and start over here completely fresh with a renewed focus and no stalker baggage attached.
If you do not want to wait until that mystery day and you absolutely want to keep in touch with me until then, because you care that much about me. Then I truly feel blessed. Send me a DM with your email address. We can still keep in touch until then.
Either way. I want to thank you for being a part of my Nostr journey and supporting my work here. This is not goodbye forever, but rather a good bye for now. I will return once I have properly healed my body, mind, soul, and life. Wish me luck and godspeed to all of you too. Take care, stay amazing, and have a most wonderful GN.
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Am I the only true Harry Potter fan that is pissed the fuck off that they are rebooting our beloved franchise and trying to replace one of the greatest actors of all time with a diversity hire to satisfy the gods of woke?
Did the entertainment industry not learn from their previous failures yet?
Must we bankrupt them once more in order to prove a point?
STOP FUCKING REBOOTING FRANCHISES. NO MORE DIVERSITY HIRES.
Either convince the Author to make new stories then stay true to them, or try being fucking original for once in your greedy pathetic lives and make something else entirely.
I will not be watching this piece of shit when it comes out. What say you Nostr Potter?
#nostrpotter
@eliza
I am leaving Nostr for now.
If you want to keep in touch with me, please reply to this note. For if I ever do come back it will probably not still be with this account.
I want to continue speaking with you if you've found value in our conversations together.
There are many of you I cherish speaking to, but I need to know if you feel the same.
Otherwise if we do speak again it will be a new beginning for us together.
Hope to hear from you all soon.
GN & PV