
I am witness to the strength of working women in Afghanistan | Aeon Essays
I am banned from working now, but as I look back on my long, challenging career in Afghanistan I feel hope for the future
June 1992. Until that moment, I would not have left my job if it cost me my life. Despite the constant bombings and the daily hailstorm of bullets and rockets, I always showed up at work. But I had little choice. It started like this: it was the early days of the mujahideen government. I was preparing to record a show at the studios of the National Radio and Television of Afghanistan (RTA), papers spread in my hands, when the new head of television, who had links to the mujahideen, walked in, saw me, and quickly looked away, muttering under his breath in disgust. He had a quiet word with the producer before leaving the studio. When I asked why the TV director had reacted that way, the producer told me that the director opposed women working and that, by refusing to look at me, he’d shielded himself from sin.
That day I carried a strange feeling home. How could I continue to work with people who looked upon women with such loathing? There’s a Persian proverb: The pride of the poor is the death of the poor. Although I desperately needed my job, I was so furious I could think of nothing except resigning. I had no idea who I would become without work and the freedom it gave me, a freedom I wanted all women to enjoy. But it hardly mattered, since very soon after I quit, most of the female employees at the television station were fired. I would never have imagined then that, 30 years later, the situation for women in Afghanistan would be far worse. Now, as I approach the end of my working life, amid the most extreme and far-reaching oppression of women I have yet witnessed in this country, I am overwhelmed by a sense of déjà vu, as if the past is doomed to repeat itself. Back in 1992, the mujahideen also announced that women were not allowed to leave their homes without wearing headscarves and completely covering their bodies. Until then, many educated and working women dressed in European clothing – skirts, blazers, stockings, blouses, and trousers. Now they had to cover themselves from head to toe. The regime also opposed women working or, indeed, undertaking any kind of activity outside of the house and continue to work.
It’s been four years since the Taliban returned to power. In this time, they’ve issued numerous decrees. Afghan girls have been banned from education. Women’s bathhouses have been closed. Women are not allowed in parks, or to travel without a mahram, or male relative as a guardian, and they’ve been banned from taking part in sports. Women are no longer able to obtain a driving licence. Their work is limited primarily to healthcare and primary education, and they must cover their entire bodies in black veils or blue chadoris.