Why is there no real competition for Adobe? GIMP? GIMP is way more capable than youโ€™d expect. But the UI, honestly, one of the worst, & itโ€™s been like that forever. They pushed some major updates recently, like non-destructive editing & proper layering, & much more, some pretty fundamental stuff, a genuine milestones. But the UX barely changed. Itโ€™s a perfect example of how bad design ruining great open-source software. Blender managed to avoid this fate, I still donโ€™t understand exactly how they did it
Always keep exploring, try new hobbies, test new things, just keep doing stuff. Thereโ€™s something really disturbing about not doing anything in life, not having experiences, just living, working, eating, sleeping. Itโ€™s really dark when you think about it. I know times are tough, but weโ€™ve been through worse as humans.