I'm on so much caffeine today, I don't think I'll be able to sleep for the next 48 hours 🥲

Today I found out some news about my old friends, my friends from high school I was at the grocery store when I met one of them (he looked really great, and I wanted to tell him that, but I thought it would be inappropriate, my social skills aren't the best so.. ¯\\_(ツ)_/¯) he told me that one of them migrated to Dubai, while another got married.. the others he hasn't heard from in years.. we updated our contact information and we parted ways.. I paid the cashier and forgot to pick my own groceries, she called me repeatedly but I absolutely didn't hear a thing, I was in a separate world, lost in my thoughts.. I walked for like idk.. 8 meters.. than I realized I'm carrying the receipt but not the groceries.. I was disoriented.. 😵‍💫.. the guy who left.. we were so close, so basically I felt stuck and left behind.. that feeling makes you wanna catch up.. It really sucks when you compare yourself to others..I try not to.. But when I do.. I feel like garbage.. I feel stuck while all my peers are getting ahead.. But maybe there's nothing wrong with being a failure.. maybe I can succeed by being the the best loser :-[

gosh 🙄😒, why can't #youtubers just make informative straightforward content without the immoral clickbaity approach, that will certainly make wojaks (that includes politicians) have the wrong idea about what's being discussed. This entire video by LTT was ruined by the manipulative attention seeking tactics that work so well on normies, criminals and law enforcement alike.. all of them see how this OS can be very useful tool for criminals, that's it, they don't understand why the GrapheneOS team are doing all of this work, they don't understand the ethic that we call privacy.. they're the same type of people that say: I don't have anything to hide, I shouldn't worry! remember when the french government arrested 7 people for using Fdroid, Signal and Linux.. for "association of terrorist criminals” or when the creator of PGP was detained for "arms export" .. the moral of the story is governments hate the fact that you're using your encrypted Linux box, degoogled hardened android and your communications are private, and they want to outlaw that.. (see: Chat Control).. selling GrapheneOS as the CriminalOS doesn't do us any good when you consider these events now, does it? YouTubers gonna YouTube #grapheneos #privacy #degoogle #tech